love

i hear you in my sleep,
you got my head turning round and round,
my world is gone upside down,
butterflies all around,
somwhere in my dreams,
but its only in my sleep that i see.

i can hear you breath,
your arms around my body,
kiss close to my lips,
the time seems to cease,
but its only in my sleep.

all the shadows in my dreams,
all the smiles you smiled at me,
your smell keeps me in a daze,
your warmth against my body.
your love thats all mine.
but its only in my sleep.

Every person has a point in their life where they see the light..
A personal tragedy helped me see my light. This blog is dedicated to two spirted people how dont have a tomorrow yet they still live strong in the memories of all the people they happend to touch. being close to them i heard them dream about tomorrow.. the ideas in thier head that would make them sucessful, their aspirations, aim and goals..

i did not value my life. thought it was disposible. all the troubles around would break most people's soul.. but they found a way to survive and move on, helped me realise what im worth. Its suprising that a single moment is long enough to take away all your dream.. take away your tomorow.

They couldnt see tommorow but put in every effort to make it better. im sure if they knew how it would end he would have tried harder.

i know life is hard.. it treats you like a nobody at times. But this life is worth every pain. It makes you harder for tomorows troubles.. trains you like your best friend. makes you confident to reach for higher goals.. i dont know my tommorw.. but i work hard to make it better.. live my life to the fullest.. cuz today is all you have.. today is all you know. Every time you have a bad day.. please dedicate it to my friends who passed away.. draw strength from yourself to live through. I realised how valuable a single day is.. I have a day today to live, to love the world around me, to see the people who mean everything to me.. There are so many things i want to do.. to tell me parents i love them and will be with them forever.. to love my freinds or smell the flowers.. a day is all i need.

who knows wod will happen after the sunset? today is all you have.

vinay and lateef.. i share all my tomorrows with you. please stay with me.

betray

im sorry for the way
iv fallen in love with you.
but there is just so much that i can take.
just so much i can bear.
im sick of the way im pretending that everything is fine between us.
i resent the way you touch my skin.
makes me want to claw myself every where uv touched.
when i see you go astry
lieing cheating betraying
hurts me deep inside for trusting u so blindly.
kills my self control
as i keep growing crazy and insane
my senses are blurring
my soul detaches from my body
my mind is set aflame
your betrayal cost me deeply
and ill come away to avange my pain
be back to take what is rightfully mine
to show you what im worth
whats betweem us is over.
after all that we'v been through..
its good bye for now..
goodbye forever.

tierd of fightng wars pitted against me

im sure ill lose donno wod keeps me going

as my strength is being broken... hope is fading.

peace is nowhere is sight as i walk alone into the night

faith turns to fear as this light betrays me

scared i yet venture into the darkness

i have nothing to lose as iv lost everything iv ever cared about

cry myself back to sleep

farther away lies a day..

when my soul is extingushed

and ill lay slain forever resting my acheing body and broken heart.

drunk with desire to be in your arms,

for you my love i would leave ths world behind,

to touch your lips and feel your kiss,

to breathe your breath and warmth im denied.

with lust in my eyes i await each night,

and search for you in each ray of light.

oh grim reaper i wait forever,

to sleep a peaceful sleep

each day i hope, each day i weep.

come now reaper... wrap me in sweet death.