betray

im sorry for the way
iv fallen in love with you.
but there is just so much that i can take.
just so much i can bear.
im sick of the way im pretending that everything is fine between us.
i resent the way you touch my skin.
makes me want to claw myself every where uv touched.
when i see you go astry
lieing cheating betraying
hurts me deep inside for trusting u so blindly.
kills my self control
as i keep growing crazy and insane
my senses are blurring
my soul detaches from my body
my mind is set aflame
your betrayal cost me deeply
and ill come away to avange my pain
be back to take what is rightfully mine
to show you what im worth
whats betweem us is over.
after all that we'v been through..
its good bye for now..
goodbye forever.

tierd of fightng wars pitted against me

im sure ill lose donno wod keeps me going

as my strength is being broken... hope is fading.

peace is nowhere is sight as i walk alone into the night

faith turns to fear as this light betrays me

scared i yet venture into the darkness

i have nothing to lose as iv lost everything iv ever cared about

cry myself back to sleep

farther away lies a day..

when my soul is extingushed

and ill lay slain forever resting my acheing body and broken heart.